Monday, February 23, 2009
Looks
On an early morning when the dawn just broke, the Eunuch Shaun slyly tricked me into attending the selection for the upmost wanted Queen. I was told that my Thanes have highly important condition of Josh World to discuss with me. I harshly got out of my bed, put on my cloak and rushed to the great hall to meet them, and there, my Thanes are sat behind tables as if a feast is going on, putting on serious and worried faces to the best that they can. Even the calmest Thane did the same thing, which set my mind to suspicion, as things don’t seem right. I turned towards my right and asked the most worry looking Thane. What is this important matter that needs me to wake up at such early hour to attend this council?? He answered that; everything will be made clear in a moment. The Eunuch Shaun clapped his hand twice, and countless number of girls in beautiful dresses of every colour flowed into the Great Hall from the main entrance from both sides. Gracefully and carefully they danced along the wall with the lively music that came from the harp in their hands. Slowly they came into a formation in the big open floor between the tables. All the faces of the Thanes have changed from faces of worry to faces with guilt and shone with joy, admiring the beauty of the girls. Each girl danced according to the formation, and one at a time, a girl will pass the table in front of me, telling me their own name and try to catch my interest for them. The Eunuch Shaun bowed slightly forward to my ear and whispered that, these are the girls carefully chosen for you. One by one, the girls past, telling me names that I couldn’t remember, as there were too many to remember at the same time. These are girls with really nice curves, tall with long legs, with their long silky hair flow behind their backs, hair from wavy to straight. Each of them looks like fairies from the stories, all with perfect faces none of them seems to have any make up on their faces, and yet, their face are just at the perfect tone. Finally, the walk was over, all the girls were back in their formation, all the Thanes have their face filled with admiration. Each of the girls looked over to me, each with hope of being chosen to be the Queen that is been awaited for so long. I stood up, gave a big smile to all of them, and gave my speech to them. Thank you all for coming today, you are all truly beautiful to me, but a relationship is never about looks. No matter how beautiful the person, no matter how beautiful the hair is, no matter how smooth the skin is, and no matter what’s the figure. One day the time will come, when all this beauty fades. What is left is just the heart, the true feelings for each other, the mind and the character, the only ones that will never fade.
The appearance doesn’t matter much, what matters is the heart, that is what couples should look for in each other, that is what Girls and Guys should look in each other not the looks. For it will never last, once the looks is gone the relationship crumbles, as the looks became the relationship’s foundation. Look for the heart, the character that suit you, make that the foundation of your relationship, and it will last.
My worthy servants, I will not blame you for arranging this without my consent, as I understand how you all worry for me. Your Queen will come. I looked over to the Eunuch on my right. I thank you all for this feast. I took my leave at my last words.
posted at 2:19 AM
Monday, January 19, 2009
The Queen
I the King of Josh’s World, hereby declare why there isn’t a Queen for the Kingdom. The reason that I have written this decree is because that there are an increasing number of my people that are asking why they do not have a Queen. My general had just risked his head to demand for a reason why the Kingdom does not have a Queen. But, since it seems to be so important to each and every one of you, I have decided to allow everyone to sleep in peace tonight. But still it is hard to give an answer to the cause, as, there isn’t a reason, there are more, there are more than one that affected the choice. Hurting
First of all, I am different, I care, I do not just care for my Kingdom, I care for every one of you, I care for the all princesses and the all the people from other world. I am not a selfish King I do not just care about my Kingdom, whether I sit on the throne, whether I am winning wars, whether I am happy, whether I sleep in peace. I want do not want any girl or any princess to be hurt, of course I can be like other Kings from other World. Love as I like, see as I Marry, choose as I like. But, is this lasting, no, it is not, I am bound to lose my love for the girl. As this wouldn’t be the girl that I truly love, this is just a girl to keep me happy, a girl that gets me to sleep every night. Once my interest for her is gone, she will be just like another concubine, another concubine that sits in a room ever waiting for me to visit her room once again, never happy again. But, I choose to care, I know how much it hurts to not be loved by someone anymore, I have seen the concubines of other Kingdoms, hear the number of girl that other Kings have brag about that they have forsake. I am who I am; I do not want anyone to experience it from me, I can’t bear to see a girl to get hurt. Openly Appreciating
I am not a bias King, my eyes are Just, I see the goodness in everyone, each any every Girl I see, I do not just look at appearance, I appreciate inside out, top to bottom. I look at the character, I look at the heart, I appreciate inner and outer beauty, even if it is just a little. That, left me filled with choices, choices that are hard to make. Making a wrong choice will mean that a girl will be hurt, that, cannot happen in my eyes. What I am
I am the King of Josh’s World, who I Love owns the Kingdom. Who I love gains the Honour, the Glory, and the Power. I do not want to be loved for what I have, but for who I am. I want my Queen to love me for who I am, each and every part of me, the way that I would love her. I would very much want to be myself around her. Self Esteem
Despite being the King, I as well, am a Human, I have my flaws, I am not perfect, I am not like what other Kings has claimed, Son of Deity from above. I do not think that I fit any girl because I am the King, I know who I am, I do not be who I am not. High Expectations
For the sake of the Kingdom and for the sake of me, I would like to have a queen that can rule the Kingdom with me; I would like her to be able to be stand on her own. It does not matter much whether the Queen is Beautiful, I want a Queen that can share my heart share my feelings, share my sorrows, share my happiness. I want a Queen that is able to be with me at all times, when I need her to be there, do what I do or be there to support me on. I want a Queen that does not depend on me too much; I want a Queen to be able to stand on her own, act without needing me to be around. Commitments
I am the King of Josh’s World, I have lots of things to do, I have Kingdom duties to complete, I hold large responsibilities. I will not be always there; I do not want my Queen to feel deserted because I am not there. It is hard to have a girl that wouldn’t get hurt because I am not there. Due to all this reasons, stay patient my people, the day will come, the Queen will be what you all need, I would want the Queen to be happy at all times.
posted at 6:47 AM
Tuesday, August 12, 2008
That Night
Just not long ago, about four moons ago, there was a night. That night, I was unable to get to sleep. I tossed and I turned, nothing seems to help me to get to sleep. I could hear my own breathing and my heart thumping, my mind wants to sleep but yet my body doesn’t. Slowly, hours past, the moon has risen so high, yet I’m still in my bed, tired but unable to sleep. I finally put the thought of sleeping off my head; I got off the bed, got dressed and stepped quietly out of my room. I set off quietly to the stable, strapped Thunder and led him to the gate. I bribed the warden guarding the gate to keep my disappearance silent, mounted Thunder and set out into the night leaving the castle lighted with faint torch behind me.
After what seems to be hours, I came to a village, as I got closer, the louder the sound of laughter of men entered my ears. Due to curiosity, I got off Thunder, led him by hand and entered the village filled with life through the wooden gates. The laughter seems to come from an Inn; it was filled with men that are drinking and engrossed in deep conversations. I led Thunder to the Inn’s Stable, tipped the man in charge and stepped into the Inn. I got myself a mug of wine, and walked towards the crowd that seems to be having the most exciting conversation. A young chap is half way true sharing that all his friends are currently living sexually active life, seeming to envy his friends’ ability to do so. Just then, a young innocent lad asked, how?? The young chap turned and told the lad that it isn’t that difficult; all you need to is to identify those girls with a sluttish face, it wouldn’t be that difficult I guess it should be quite easy.
Just then, a charming looking guy looked over, and agreed on that point. Boastfully he said, well his right, it’s really isn’t that hard. There’s once after a party, it was so late in the night, I asked a girl whether she wants to come to my place. The girl didn’t want to go home, so she agreed. As I said, it isn’t that difficult, all you need to do is to start kissing, once you start kissing, whether the girl likes you or she doesn’t, for the next thing she knows. Is that she’s in bed with you. The whole crowd started laughing crazily.
Furiously, I picked up my mug, gulp the whole mug of wine down my throat and slammed the mug on a table. Turned and left, leaving all eyes fixed upon me, sound of laughter was unheard, the silent of the night have returned. I stomped towards the stable; the man feeding Thunder stared speechlessly at me, as I entered the stable. I unleashed Thunder and gave a leapt, and race out of the gate into the peaceful night once again.
What angered me are not the men, what angers me is not because of the conversation they had. What angered me is not because of the sluttish girls, what angered me is not because that there are girls that couldn’t control themselves. What angered me is because girls have lowered their own status, what angered me is because that they are worth more than a toy. What angered me is because that man does not think of the consequences of what they do.
All the girls out there, you are viewed as being a toy. Something that is easy to come, something that brings people pleasure, something that can be thrown aside when you don’t need it. Girls, be awoken, is this what you think you are?? You’re a human too; you don’t worth any lesser than men. Why are you lowering your own status, you can reason, you can think. Why do you want to be a toy?? Why do you want to be anything that worth lesser than a girl?? Girls, make yourself worth more, don’t be something that come easy. I’m not telling any girl to ask to be paid, but to be priceless, someone that couldn’t be bought. Not even able to be bought with promises, not even able to be bought with love, these payments worth nothing. You worth a payment that is priceless, that is a vow of a lifetime, a vow to be with you in all situations that is made in a wedding. This is a vow that can’t be bought; this is a price that cost a life time or more. This is your price, this is true love, you do not worth a heap of flowery words, you do not worth a desert of gold, and these are all too little compared to you.
To be priceless, do not make yourself come easy. Don’t ever try alcoholic drinks; don’t ever exist alone with a man at isolated areas. Go out in mass; never step into a man’s house alone. I’m not saying that you shouldn’t get into relationships, but to be able to control yourself. Words and drinks will steal your consciousness, always be on guard do not allow anyone to make you worth lesser. Those that do not think that you worth a girl anymore do not let this continue, this is not the end of the world. Stop letting yourself worth lesser, stop, and you will worth more, continue and you will soon be like the flower by the road. Common and uninteresting, a step on it wouldn’t make a difference.
Men, do you think that you will be unharmed for just playing with toys?? That is where you are wrong. Think about this, you play with toys; others follow, due to temptation and earthly pleasure. Every man you know do the same thing, imagine, what would you feel, if you bought a new shirt and before you can wear it. Your friend have already worn it, dirty it and return it back to you, do you still want it?? Will you still regard the shirt as new?? Do you like the feeling?? You will feel that the shirt do not belong to you anymore. The reason is because no one wants second hand goods; we want goods that are new, goods that belong to you only. What if I tell you that this second hand good could be your future wife?? This is a cycle, what you do will come back to you, stop the cycle, and discourage your friends. Do not let yourself to be tempted, flee from all temptations. If you can’t fight it, don’t even go near it.
I’m telling you that these are all happening around, everywhere and every corner, do not judge anyone by the cover, and do not underestimate any men. For what you know, they might just be the one standing beside you.
posted at 12:35 AM
Saturday, June 7, 2008
The Chronicle of the Toaster who once lived
Have you ever wonder what actually happened before everyone was awaken?? I had personally put everyone and everyone into a great big sleep. I, the King of this Kingdom of mine, had decided to take a break. To see how the outer world is actually like, as a normal little worker that works for a very big company. This company is founded by a young chap, who named it the Breadtalk Group. I happen to choose the very same path that a normal little person, who wishes to have a job, will take. Which is to open a big stack of parchments, nicely folded which the people in that world would call, the "Newspaper". Under a section named the "Classified", under this section, thousands of opportunities are offered. My eyes just somehow found it's way to this little small "Sentence", which this world call "ads" short for "advertisements". What we call notice in our world, it says that it is employing people as they are expanding their "outlets", what we call shops. So, the fearless I, who does not fear a try went for it, and guess what?? I got the job on the next day, this little post of mine it none other than the Toaster. I have to wear this maroon and white weird looking Uniform, far different from what I would expect for a Baker's Uniform, White, innocent and pure. But as I have said, I'm out to see the Outer World, I swallowed my pride, put away my standing in my World, and took up the skill of Toasting!! ^There goes me slicing a Toast^
^Me Spreading "Kaya"( A paste which they apply on Toast which contains with egg, coconut, honey, and etc ) on the Toast!! Pretty interesting huh?? I can't tell why I'm smiling, guess I was enjoying myself.^
^Me applying Chocolate on the Toast, yes they do enjoy Toast the same way as we do.^ Guess no one really get what my job was about. Still having the thought that I was using some device that the people in that world that I was in, use for their breakfast?? The device that people pop bread into, press a lever down and a nicely toasted Toast will pop up after a couple of minutes?? No!!.. ^It's this!!.. This was my Toaster, I was the Owner of it.^ Yes, this is the device that I toast bread over. You might ask, "Doesn't it hurt to toast over it?? Isn't it hot??" Thanks for your concern, the answer is yes, it hurts not just hurt, but a lot!! But this is what a small little worker of this Big Company, would have to do, what this will be if I choose to back out. So I bit my lips, and continue to endure the hardship of this little post of mine. To give a proper understanding of my little job, I would like to start from here. ^Let me give a proper introduction. This is my work desk, from the top left, the Standby Toasts, the Mountain of Butter ( For Toasting ), the Bowl of Skewers, my Knife and Chopper ( For Toast ), the Chopping Board, the Weighing Machine, the Peanut Paste, the Kaya Paste, the Fried Chilli Shrimps, the Pineapple Jam, the Butter ( For Toasted Toast ), the Orange Jam, the Strawberry Jam, the Plate of Sugar, the Table Cloth, Stack of Receipts, Bottle of Honey, Condense Milk and Chocolate, and the Plates.^ Hope that helped, this was part of the life that I had Working for this Company. The life where I go home everyday smelling like Butter, fingernails chipped and skin peeling from heat, and getting cuts and injuries everywhere from the stunt I have to pull with the Knife, Chopper and etc.
posted at 2:14 PM
Sunday, June 1, 2008
Attention!! Attention!! Invasion!! Invasion!!
Attention!! ALL BE AWAKEN!! This is an emergency!! Our Kingdom is in trouble, on 19th day of the fifth month of Earth. A foreign kingdom that originated from India declared that they have, conquered the lands near to our Kingdom. These lands are no longer like before, everything has changed. Faith has changed; the people of the land are no longer believing in what they should be, they are being misled. They do not know what they have been led to; they are being led to destruction. Be Awaken People!! Dukes, Generals, Soldiers come back to what you are, form your Armies, and form your Troops. CHARGE!! Give hope to the lost, fought this foreign kingdom!! Drive them out of these lands; lead the lost back on to the right track before it’s too late. They are approaching nearer and nearer to our Kingdom, quick People put on you Armour, put on your Helmet, pick up your Shield and most importantly hold on to your Sword. The most important key to winning the battle!! People, do what you can, use your Gifts; apply all that you are equipped with. We can’t lose this Battle; this is the Greatest Battle in Humanity and the Most Important one. Lose the Battle and we will lose the World. Do what you can!! Save the World from Destruction!!
posted at 9:39 AM
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